red sea

I WANT INSPIRATION

Insomnia is a great thing, especially if you do not really want it but have to make it for yourself with about a liter coffee every day. Lovely indeed. I need time, I need peace to come to my senses again. As if I had forgotten everything, I'm feeling quite lost at the moment. I'd to study, write essays and bla...but somehow i don't care. It's kinda floating in a pseudo-dream. Kinda having headache all the time...and feeling dizzy. I want to go out somewhere, but can't because I'm feeling somehow strange...but probably I am feeling strange because I do not go out enough, somewhere, I don't know, into the woods, lakes, and rivers. Lovely. I want to swim, like i did this summer. But still, I'm to lazy even to find a place where I might.
Things are bad, and getting even worse. I can't think on any language particularly, they are somehow all mixed in my mind.
Annoyance all the time, and I'm starting to hate it.
I want to sleep and run somewhere far at the same time.
Some people do it. Some are rabbits like me.
Fearst thou the world outside?
Somehow